I always feel that the person now I am is not the one who I really shall be. Embarrassing on the surface and passionate inside, I don't know why I just can't do things I want to do. There're always restrictions I set for myself which are absolutely unneeded.
Nobody wants to talk to me, that's the problem. They don't want to create link. Part is my problem. I still can't understand well when English-speaking people babbled.
I mean, as I observe, Chinese people speak comparatively slow no matter what level he is.Only those stay long and live in English-speaking countries from a very early time in his life can speak very decent English. Or it's an excuse I find for myself.
Holland girl doesn't even talk a word to me. What a sad thing in my life.
I will not discover myself anymore, but be more into the world.
When is the start? Now, then, soon.
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